schizophrenic?

I hear birds chirping-
somebody's calling my name.
The letters on my blanket won't stop moving.
At least it's better than the bleak white.

Mommy,
what's happening?

I fooled them into thinking
I ate their poison pills.
But I didn't really!
The first time I took them,
they made Gavin shut up.

Daddy,
why isn't Gavin talking? It's not like him.

Then they made Akuma silence too.
And all the rest.
It's so quiet now,
It's all lonely now.
I wish they'd come back,
all of them, even Gavin.

Mommy,
Daddy,
are the doctors telling the truth?
Am I really